why is it so hard to do good?

why is it so easy to be angry at stupid people?

why can’t people be allowed to develop at their own pace and not be forced to succumb to peer pressure?

why can’t (inexcessive) individuality be tolerated?

how can we be less judgemental of others?

why can’t people ask less useless, nosy questions?

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At 2am, it’s just too quiet that I couldn’t stop thinking about all those stuff. I realise that it’s in our nature to be negative, intolerant, judgemental, nosy, stupid and annoying. But we humans are also blessed with a brain that is supposed to be put to good use, complemented by ability to feel.

It has been a crazy eight months, and I foresee more craziness in the months ahead.

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To never come back this way and have to say … goodbye

It’s not easy to do, saying goodbye. Especially when you have become attached to something or someone. But it is necessary at times, to get nearer to your dreams. Kak Yeen thinks I’m looking for some answers. Maybe. That’s what we humans do, isn’t it? Finding answers to questions life has piled upon us?

The timing is always bad, I could almost hear myself say those words. There is always something keeping you away. Keeping me awake. A springtime sojourn forgotten, I dare say. But not quite.

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Why can’t I let go? Why am I still here? Why is it so easy for them?

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あなたの背中を遠くから見て、すごく悲しかった。忘れられないのがまた悲しいのだ。 But that’s just the way it is. Because I feel.

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I was in downtown KL earlier, driving back to work. From Bukit Bintang I got on to Sultan Ismail and was so surprised to see potholes at least half of the way to the traffic light before Shangri La. And I thought it was only in TTDI where many of the roads are bad, due to so many construction works and no road re-surfacing. Is this due to the outcome of the last GE? Segambut is now opposition territory, is that why?

I want the world for you

Why is it that I find some of the most endearing lines in geeky shows? Cubalah teka, saya jumpa dialog nih dalam cerita apa.

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I had seen him being really down that I wished I could give him a hug. It wouldn’t make the bad things go away but I felt so sorry for him. May there be a better future for him elsewhere, a place where competence and professionalism are put way above politics and self interest.