I feel like I’ve failed everyone, even myself. It’s not my fault, people tell me, but I can’t help feeling that I’m supposed to at least try and solve this. But how can I if they can’t make peace with each other. I’m wasting my breath and energy on you, someone with enough ego to last three lifetimes.
I’ve never been one to pour myself out easily to people. But now I feel like opening up to everyone and that is scary as well. I hate burdening people with my problems.
What I’d give to have a somewhat ‘normal’ family.