You don’t have walls, but you do have grilles
You are a warm person, but at the same time you’re very guarded
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I kinda get what she meant, and wonder if others see me the same way. It’s not the first time that she’s said that, about me being guarded that is.
I do open up to people, even bawled my eyes out in front of a guy I really liked (so not a macho thing to do, I tell you), with mixed results. I still got my feelings hurt, although maybe subconsciously I’ve been avoiding it these past 2-3 years.